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So much to catch up and think on...

Tue Oct 20, 2009, 3:00 AM
  • Mood: Sentimental
  • Listening to: TaeYang - Look Only at Me
XD Oh man. Last week was Hell. Oh no, not because of finals, even though that was part of my stress. More on friends drama, which was really unexpected to experience.

And therefore, I cried for five days straight. From Tuesday to Saturday. Yeeeaaah, quite unhealthy if you ask me. But, ironically, Saturday was also the first time in days that I started to laugh really hard. Sunday, too, was my second day to laugh.

XD Really, after all of the crap the four of us (Rex, Sean, Trizha, and myself [me, I did try to stay out of it too, which I kept my word on, but it finally took some things to not just sit on the sidelines and watched]; Jason and MJ were trying their best to stay out of it.) went through, we all needed a good laugh.

So, right now, I'm on sem. break, catching up on website work as well as writing my D.Gray-Man fanfiction (despite writer's block ready to kick my ass any moment now). Glad I can finally work on this, considering I had been busy stressing over midterms and finals.

And you know... Today officially marks a year since attending Colegio de San Lorenzo. Heh, happy anniversary to me, then. I wanted to celebrate today somehow, but I never had the opportunity to...

But, to think it's been a year already... One year ago, I was someone who'd cried a lot because of being so far away from her home. I had underwent such a big depression, crying constantly, feeling that my life was being ripped away from me. I felt like a nobody, stuck in a place--no less, on the other side of the world--where I barely knew anyone... Going into such a grim outlook as I saw people in school who knew each other. I felt everyone knew each other in some way... While I didn't know anyone at all. I felt depressed, isolated, left out...

I wanted to see... If there would be someone who'd always be there for me.

Certain people... Perhaps, just a certain person because he's the one who understood my feelings, the first one to befriend me... Changed all of that. I thank him for back then and I still thank him up to now.

Thanks, Rex.

Now, a year has a passed. But, while I still cry (this time over other things), I started to smile a lot and laugh a lot too. I've managed to adjust to this life and gained friends along the way. Slowly, I began to see something good out of this. And now?

I don't regret anything.

I really do... Love my school...

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-Is a college student
-Filipino, but born and raised in New York (currently in the Philippines since she's studying college here)
-Loves to write and draw
-Is a big anime and manga fan
-Also loves to play video games
-Is quite the tomboy
-Quite stubborn, doesn't know when to give up
-Has a violent temper; will joke around on it, but you'll know when you piss me off
-Involved in a long term, yet long distance, relationship for, officially, four years so far.

The way my personality is... >D One word should sum it up: tsundere. Enough said.

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  • Current Residence: Quezon City, Philippines
  • Interests: writing, drawing, anime, manga, reading, video games, just having fun
  • MP3 player of choice: iPod Nano
  • Favourite game: XD Too many to list here.
  • Personal Quote: "Live your life the way you want to."

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:iconkenpachirapefaceplz: <3

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:iconvamtam-productions:
:wave: Hi ya!! Remember me? :D yeah I'm your old clumsy bud :hug: yeah :D just wanted to say hi :wave: Haven't spoken to you in a long time :glomp: how have you been? :D

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EVANESCENCE RULES!!!! :headbang:
:iconbluegenesis:
OMFG!!! :glomp: T_T Yeah, I remember you! XD And I miss you, damn it! :hug:

;D As for how I've been, I've been all right. Busy with school and all. You?

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:iconvamtam-productions:
lol :glomp: hey clumsy bud :D yeah I try to keep in contact with some of my old friends O_o but it's so hard!!

Anyway, same here. ;dead: been busy with school but I have this last week before I graduate from school altogether :hug: I can't wait!! But if you read my journal about it :) you'll see what I mean :hug: lol

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EVANESCENCE RULES!!!! :headbang:
:iconsunsetzero:
Hello, I was searching for members from MangaElements and I found you ^^;
Just a confirmation, were you a former member there?
Oh and by the way, this is Sunsetzero (I would be happy if you remember ^^)

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:iconbluegenesis:
^^ I remember you! Hey!

And yep, I was a former member there... DX Until it all fell apart.

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"To make the world a happier place, one spoiled bitch at a time." *edward-chans-girl
My website - Memories' Fragments
:iconsunsetzero:
Good to hear! :D

I'm actually planning to go active again, and I'm also helping promoting the site. I hope that the site will go active again ^^;

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Weeee I see stars!
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:iconeitho:
I miss you! :(
Where have you been deary???
:iconbluegenesis:
:glomp: T___T Sorry! DX I've been busy with school and all that crap. ._. And the prelim exams are coming up this week.

:hug: I'm sorry I made you and certain other people worried. I didn't forget you and I miss you too. I hope I get to talk to you sooner or later.

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"To make the world a happier place, one spoiled bitch at a time." *edward-chans-girl
My website - Memories' Fragments
:iconeitho:
Yeah~ me too
Once you're not busy with your life just feel free to go either Kawaiihighschoolrp or darkacademia okay? And I mean at night time lol since I'm working ^^=

=3 Hope to meet you soon again

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